10.29.2005

Survey Time

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Megan
Birthday:3-22-78
Birthplace:Gustavus, Ohio
Current Location:Kent, Ohio
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Brown
Height:5'4"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:German/Welsh
The Shoes You Wore Today:slippers from LL Bean
Your Weakness:Chocolate
Your Fears:Physics
Your Perfect Pizza:Triple Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Pass Physics
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:any
Thoughts First Waking Up:Shit, it's 11 already?!
Your Best Physical Feature:Smile
Your Bedtime:Bed?
Your Most Missed Memory:Drunkeness
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:Sometimes
Do you Swear:God Yes
Do you Sing:not in public
Do you Shower Daily:of course
Have you Been in Love:with myself
Do you want to go to College:no, but i'm here anyway
Do you want to get Married:already am
Do you belive in yourself:is this an exisential question?
Do you get Motion Sickness:yes
Do you think you are Attractive:damn straight
Are you a Health Freak:absolutely not
Do you get along with your Parents:one of them
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:drums`
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no..well maybe
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:yes
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:soon
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:i dont know yet
What country would you most like to Visit:italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:dark
Short or Long Hair:long
Height:tall
Weight:any
Best Clothing Style:variable
Number of Drugs I have taken:a lot
Number of CDs I own:more than 200
Number of Piercings:one
Number of Tattoos:two
Number of things in my Past I Regret:god..too many to count

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The Devil is Physics

It is almost Halloween. Aren't we all excited? My kids are, well at least the oldest is, the baby's a bit young yet. Apparently there are going to be big parties all over campus. I don't have much else to say I guess. Everything else is still the same. Love the Killers. Their new video is awesome. Coldplay's new video sucks. My musical melancholy has not abated. I met someone the other day whose screen name was defenestrated. I love that word.

10.25.2005

Don't tell my parents, they think I'm getting an education!

"State Universities are breeding grounds, quite literally, for sexually transmitted diseases (including HIV), homosexual behavior, unwanted pregnancies, abortions, alcoholism, and drug abuse." ~ James Dobson (Focus on Family)

10.19.2005

This cracked me up, the Golden Girls, who knew?

"When she was fifteen I found her underneath a pile of hillbillies. Can you imagine me, with a crowbar, prying off cousins left and right?" Sofia, pretending to be Blanche's mother.

10.16.2005

Baby's got her blue jeans on..

Gotta love Conway! Today has been full of music. Music means remembering. Songs play, and images and dreams waft across my consciousness. Sometimes there are things I just wish I could forget, but for the most part, pleasant memories. Things I miss about my old life. I guess I'm just feeling melancholy. Lonlieness will do that to you I think. I'm so happy to be alone, finally, that I really don't understand whay my lonlieness is doing here right now. I feel foolish sometimes to hold out so much hope for the future. I wish I could just resgin myslef to what I have. Must return to Child Psyc.

10.15.2005

I love this song..

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl can break a man
Just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomarrow brings the consequence
At hand but I keep living this day like
The next will never come

Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till I am good
Enough for him
I've got a lot too lose and I'm
Betting high
So I'm begging you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love

Me










Wes says Megan is Purple today
Do you want to know what colour you are? Take Wes's Aura Test on Bunnies and Bees.

Kerra










Wes says Kerra is Brown today
Do you want to know what colour you are? Take Wes's Aura Test on Bunnies and Bees.

Katie










Wes says Katie is Yellow today
Do you want to know what colour you are? Take Wes's Aura Test on Bunnies and Bees.

10.10.2005

I am an American

10.04.2005

Physics is the devil

Have I mentioned this before? Physics is the devil. Sent specifically to torment those of us who are math or logic challenged. Sigh. Other things progress. Drunkeness for the first time in months has made me nostalgic. For people, things, attitudes, memories. Everything I used to have. Why? I have to think that there is something wrong with me. God knows I got more done when I was doing drugs. This withdrawl has been much harder on my mind than my body.