Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage...
College is making me fucking crazy, how am I supposed to register for spring semester when they have yet to come out with schedule books. Stupid ass web for students is down, and they have yet to fix my flashline account. I have tons of work to do, but I don't feel like it. I also have tons of housework and house related things to take care of. I need to quit drinking. Last night, Rabbitt took me to B&T's in Conneaut Lake, then back to Jerry's in Linesville on the way home. He tried to convince me to come back to his place, and I almost did, but I changed my mind. He's a little scary, so I sent him home with Elaine. Julie had pics back from when we were all trashed the other night. They were pretty funny. She and X have been pretty cosy, I wonder if its because I went home with Jerry the other day? They actually would probably make a pretty good couple, he needs a woman to be the boss of him. Stephanine has been seeing Eric the paving guy. which leaves me at the mercy of Ron and Rabbitt. Very Sad. Sigh. Guess I'll go do something.
Definition of the Day
Slut Puppy: The guy who will follow anyone home at the end of the night.
In other news if you have not yet checked out jibjab.com do so immediately, it was hilarious. I think I may have pissed some people off in the last two days, but hey, I'm a bitch like that I guess. I have decided that I have to start limiting my bar time to one night a week if I want to get anywhere near a decent gpa for this semester. I possibly should quit doing drugs also, but we'll see how that goes.
Just a little Donne
'Take heed of loving mee,
At least remember, I forbade it thee;
Not that I shall repaire my 'unthrifty waste
Of Breath and Blood, upon thy sighes and teares...'
Quote
"I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul,"
Midterms Suck
I finally finished taking all of my mid terms. I ended up with 3 A's and a B. I won't complain about that I guess.
In other news I went to Tavern after school, it was pretty packed with old timers, and I thought I might go home early, but turns out I had fun. Rabbitt took me out to Conneaut Lake and we went to a few bars there, then stopped at Jerry's in Linesville on the way home. When we got back to the Tavern Eric, X, and Longhair all were there and we sat around bullshitting and drinking till close.
After the bar closed I went over to X's house for some r&r, and we were sitting there having a beer, and his wife came in! At three o'clock in the morning! I about died. Then she proceeded to tell me to get out or she was going to call the town clown to escort me home. My husband would be thrilled to find out I had to get a police escort home from my boyfriend's house. Needless to say, I left. Haven't talked to X about it yet, but I heard yelling as I was pulling out so I doubt it was pleasant.
