10.29.2005
The Devil is Physics
It is almost Halloween. Aren't we all excited? My kids are, well at least the oldest is, the baby's a bit young yet. Apparently there are going to be big parties all over campus. I don't have much else to say I guess. Everything else is still the same. Love the Killers. Their new video is awesome. Coldplay's new video sucks. My musical melancholy has not abated. I met someone the other day whose screen name was defenestrated. I love that word.
10.25.2005
Don't tell my parents, they think I'm getting an education!
"State Universities are breeding grounds, quite literally, for sexually transmitted diseases (including HIV), homosexual behavior, unwanted pregnancies, abortions, alcoholism, and drug abuse." ~ James Dobson (Focus on Family)
10.19.2005
This cracked me up, the Golden Girls, who knew?
"When she was fifteen I found her underneath a pile of hillbillies. Can you imagine me, with a crowbar, prying off cousins left and right?" Sofia, pretending to be Blanche's mother.
10.16.2005
Baby's got her blue jeans on..
Gotta love Conway! Today has been full of music. Music means remembering. Songs play, and images and dreams waft across my consciousness. Sometimes there are things I just wish I could forget, but for the most part, pleasant memories. Things I miss about my old life. I guess I'm just feeling melancholy. Lonlieness will do that to you I think. I'm so happy to be alone, finally, that I really don't understand whay my lonlieness is doing here right now. I feel foolish sometimes to hold out so much hope for the future. I wish I could just resgin myslef to what I have. Must return to Child Psyc.
10.15.2005
I love this song..
I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl can break a man
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin
What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomarrow brings the consequence
At hand but I keep living this day like
The next will never come
Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till I am good
Enough for him
I've got a lot too lose and I'm
Betting high
So I'm begging you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl can break a man
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin
What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomarrow brings the consequence
At hand but I keep living this day like
The next will never come
Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till I am good
Enough for him
I've got a lot too lose and I'm
Betting high
So I'm begging you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love
Me
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Kerra
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Katie
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10.10.2005
10.04.2005
Physics is the devil
Have I mentioned this before? Physics is the devil. Sent specifically to torment those of us who are math or logic challenged. Sigh. Other things progress. Drunkeness for the first time in months has made me nostalgic. For people, things, attitudes, memories. Everything I used to have. Why? I have to think that there is something wrong with me. God knows I got more done when I was doing drugs. This withdrawl has been much harder on my mind than my body.